sometimes theres no explanation

That moment that

You are just paralyzed, you’re caught up in your own lies and busted. No where to run, you are under a magnified glass, a bright white light shining on you, that can see through every bone in your body. There is no hiding. You have come to an ultimate low, when you are knocked off the pedestal that your parents have propped you on all these years over a few corrupt events. So frustrated with yourself and they can’t look you in the eye. Face buried amongst the pillows surface, seeing them that heartbroken, breaks you down. The ultimate surrender and turning point in this book.